Ok! I don't know if I have come to some kind of conclusion. (I'm going to use weird words and I guess it might be difficult to understand what I'm trying to say) But at least I'm not as angry as I was yesterday. We had a seminar about "growing in meetings" "Väx i möten", (How you can grow as a person in meetings you have with people you meet in your daily life), that was what it was meant to be about, but the only thing the lecturer talked about was "deep meetings". That was too deep for me! I bet that people would say that I don't know anything about deep talk or meetings, but right now it feels like I have had enough! I'm not in the mood for deep talk or "deep meetings" that don't give me anything in return. That is very egoistic in some way, but true.
When it comes to the friends problem I think that I can do something, I can say what I feel. But sometimes that is hard, and not appropriate. Sometimes people that you know are in a bad mood, or more the-opposite-of-being-filled-with-energy than usual. I respect that. I do. I don't blame anyone even though it might seem like I do.
What I realized was that I was angry so I let that feeling come and go, and it worked so much better than it usually does. I'm not angry anymore. But my point is that I guss that I'm angry too often and that might be a reason to why I grid my teeth and have this jaw/ear problem. So now I have to investigate what this might be about. Since I have had this teeth/jaw problem for like 2 years it must be something old, but it started to get annoying and painful last October. So I guess I have to think about what I did then, hahah! It's crazy to think about things like this I know, haha!
The question is if I'm afraid of those deep meetings, because they are like gambling. You put something in and you can get something in return, but you can never be sure about that so that. I'm not afraid to lose anything, it's just that..hahah! I don't know. I don't think I have that problem, nope. Just in some situations. This has to be continued too..
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My transporter? Coming in VERY handy. And they said Star Trek technology was fantasy. Pshaw!
It's good to take freedom of speech. It's because they want to say anything without using profanity.
It's really bad about violating social networking sites' policies and guidelines (such as threats of violence/death, disruptive behavior, trolling, use of profanity...), you know. That's mean. They can ban anyone's IP address permanently. And they could get anyone who is uses the internet in trouble. Really.
So I have to take freedom of speech, instead of being violent. The song "Rihanna - Unfaithful" has the word "gun" in the lyrics. It should be "I might as well take a watergun and spray it to his shin, get it over with". Also, "James Blunt - You're Beautiful" has the F-word in the lyrics (should be "flying high"). You may have read this: a fake Canon blogger resists legal threat since Canon's lawyers try to shut down a Canon parody blog, which is run by the wordpress.com URL. I had no other choice but remove the inappropriate words (all my drawings are clean right now, except the first ones back when I was 17 was the katana, then the light saber, a futuristic weapon from Star Wars, and a bullwhip, inspired by the fictional adventurer Indiana Jones). but the "arrow-in-a-apple", that's fine, but no weaponry will be in the drawings, weaponry is just violent.)
I know that I have "IP address issues" due to the Chuck Taylor incident, but the Chuck Taylors will be replaced with Levi's Red Tab shoes. So I have decided to move to Rahway, New Jersey. Most retail stores (Target, Wal-Mart, Best Buy, any retail store that sells video games/DVDs/music), have a strict rated-M game policy, which the rated-M games are not to be sold to persons under 17, also the TV-14/TV-MA DVDs, the rated-R movies, and the music CDs that have the "Parental Advisory" label.
First I have to focus on saving money for Tokyo (need a job first, because anyone who is not 21 can only get part-time jobs!), then I save money for a house.
Everyone should take freedom of speech.
A nice article appears on Monitor Mix Blog about the effects of balancing, sanitizing, and loudifying the music we listen to. I think some similar conversations were had re: dynamic range when vinyl began to be replaced by tape. You know how all the songs begin to sound the same? You know how monotonous pop music becomes? Yeah. Perhaps we need to leave in the (very human) mistakes. Artists and engineers need to work together to make the product, and not work at cross-purposes to satisfy the suits and bean counters.
I love the OUTDOOR GIRLS series books by Laura Lee Hope.
I couldn't even begin to wish you love them as much as I do or for you to have even heard of them, but in case you do, &/or have - or don't but still love camping out or the "good old days" - these other Turn of the Century books might really interest you.I found two (non-fiction) books that might have been read by the girls and boys of Deepdale, had they (the boys and girls of Deepdale I mean...) been real:
On The Trail, An Outdoor Book for Girls
(1915) by Lina Beard & Adelia Belle Beard.and Camping for Boys
(1913) by William Henry Gibson. (Both also available on Google Books)If I can't live one hundred years ago - and I do wish I could, I can still wish my friends and I could take a month off and camp out like this:
All images and content used withOUT permission. Please visit Gutenberg.org, Shorpy.com, and the best site of all - Series Books for Girls - Jennifer really knows her vintage books and I LOVE LOVE LOVE her site, blog and Bonanzle booth. I admire her work so much and hope she doesn't mind me lifting an image from her site.